Tuesday, December 04, 2018

Down in a hole

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"Bury me softly in this womb 
I give this part of me for you 
Sand rains down and here I sit 
Holding rare flowers 
In a tomb, in bloom 

Down in a hole and I don't know if I can be saved 
See my heart I decorate it like a grave 
You don't understand who they thought 
I was supposed to be 
Look at me now a man 
Who won't let himself be 

Down in a hole, feelin' so small 
Down in a hole, losin' my soul 
I'd like to fly, but my wings have been so denied"

by Alice in Chains

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A year has passed and nothing's changed
I don't want to tell but I think I need to tell
All I want is to live a simple life, yet the life keeps complicating me

I am afraid that the truth may hurt someone but hiding it for so long already hurt myself
Betrayal is a sin only when it's continuous
Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me
Fool me thrice, fuck you!

I don't know if I can be saved
Or, maybe I don't want to be saved
Peacefully gone, with no peace in mind

Don't go changing, to try and please me
but you truly let me down
I said I love you and that's forever
Yet the promise is broken by you

Still I don't know who I can talk to
Who can provide me with a perfect solution
If there's even one
Will you be the one?

Try to be strong, try to be unharmed
Even though the hurt is all around

The hurt is all around